blindfolds aside

We woke up as men but tonight we'll sleep as killers
As we break the cryptic morning with a bullet and a prayer
The steel never seemed more cold and agile than now
And life never seems less vital and fragile
With a heart that's beating louder than my own
I watch a girl they call Kezia
I watch a woman that I know
My hopes and my own future blindfolded
To atone for a sin I didn't care for, but a sin that paid my debts
A sin that fed my children and burned my smiles and cigarettes
And no one ever said that hope would be so beautiful
And no one ever said I'd have to pull the trigger on her
I can't even still her trembling hands
that were locked up by the dutiful and the obligated;
Five soldiers forever sedated with the, "No one's responsible"
psychological drama of our social justice dribble, dribble, dribble
Her tiny steps tell lies about the choice I have to make;
(Resurrect a static lifetime starve to death my own mistakes)
Pull the screaming trigger and watch your carcass bleed me dry
Or drop the gun and try to shake away the blindfold from your eyes?
Drop the gun, drop the gun, drop the gun, drop the gun.
Sin I didn't care for, but a sin that paid my debts
A sin that fed my children and burned my smiles and cigarettes
Sin I didn't care for, but a sin that paid my debts
A sin that fed my children and burned my smiles and cigarettes

stress!

haaaaaaa. went to jam yesterday. quite fun. played easy songs like Blink's 'i miss you' and 'all the small things' and Paramore's 'thats what you get'. we did abit of my heroine by silverstein and some dumb mayday parade songs but hose dont work out well. I WANNA PLAY SMOOTH CRIMMINAL! too bad the vocalis who's female cant sing to it. ayyyy neh mind.
After jamming went Victoria Theatre with olive and Ba. went to watch some dance performance by SAC girls. Got so many cute and hot girls there. whoo. hahah. whoohoo.

I GOTTA STUDYYYYY. EXAMS COMING. SHITTTTTT SHITSHITSHITTT.
okay, i go study now. bye.


oh wait. YESSAH ECTOR OUTING ON WEDNESDAY.
PEEPEECLUB OUTING NEXT SUNDAY. FINALLY. (L) YOU GUYS!

peepeeclub is DOPE. (history of peepee)

okay i just posted but i just realised how much i miss peepeeclub! weve not hung out together in a long timeeeee. =((((

okay for all the noobs, this is how peepee started!

On the 19th of april 2008, all the ACCION people met up at Harbourfront MRT station to go to Sentosa where there was a mass FO gathering. I myself had made many friends in Accion already and was soo looking forward to making much more on that day. When it was nearing 5-6p.m. , Sean and I decided to go wash up early cos we dint want to encounter any male traffic jams in the toilet. We came out feeling oh-so-fresh and smelling good, so we decided to find a nice clean palm tree, sit at its base, and listen to good music on my ipod while waiting for the rest to wash up and get ready for dinner. Then all of a sudden/out of the blue/suddenly(sorry i ran outta synonyms for suddenly!) Rayan comes along with three girls and tells Sean and me that the girls were new friends he had just made. He introduced them to us. Their names are, Denise, Olive and Melanie (all super pretty). Olive had to go home early to attend her Grandma's birthday party so they were heading back to the mainland together, and Rayan asked if we wanted to join them. Sean and I din't really have anything better to do, so we agreed to follow them back.On the way back in the Monorail, some bangla cut our Q. HAHA! and MELANIE HAD THE GUTS TO TELL THE GUY 'OIOIOI!'. haha! retartet can malanie? Then after that, the bangla and his friend kept smiling at us and the girls. Even after we had alighted from the monorail, they friggin banglas were following us. WE ALL SERIOUSLY THOUGHT THAT THEY WERE STALKING US. They were like following us for 6 minutes. So, in the end we lost the banglas and we sent olive to her parents who were waiting in their car. Then the five remaining went back up to meet up with the rest of Accion for dinner. Even during then, we bought food together, we went to giant to get cheap drinks together and we ate dinner together and talked shit together.A few days after that, the few of us ate lunch at the Design school's canteen together. This time, we had time to get to know Olive a little better. So, we decided, if there were any Accion outings, we'd go together and spread our love to the rest.

During the Accion dinner on Friday, 25th of April, the six of us again sat together and talked about random nonsense that um, never made any sense. After the dinner, we all decided to go to the toilet to pee, cos well, we all needed to pee la. So we went on a hunt for the loo and found one near the KFC. The girls went in to pee. Sean peed, Rayan peed fast and went ot the girls side and disturbed them. haha. He was looking onto the girls toilet and asking which cubilcle everyone was at. (RAYAN, NAUGHTY NAUGHTY). I din't wanted to pee but i was holding Denise's um big cardboard thingy so i din't go. After our first peeing session, we went to do more retarded stuff. We went up to the drinks stall nearby and randomly shouted 'YAYAYAYYYYYYYYY' at the guy, then we walked away. then we saw two kids playing badminton, so we 'YYAYAYYYYYYYY ed' them too. But then Olive said that she had only emptied half her pee tank, and mine was like 3/4's full. So we went to find a toilet again, this time to make things interesting we wanted to find a DIFFERENT toilet. =) We did, it was in the hawker center up ahead. The male toilet and the female toilet was practically THE SAME TOILET, just with different coloured doors. The male toilet had shit in it which some fat ugly guy left behind, probably. So, i um... used the female cubicle since it was clean and stuff. EH, i kept it clean okay. No mess. So, since we went on peeing adventures together TWICE, some retatet guy (most probably rayan cos he's full of shit) gave us the bright idea of calling ourselves the peepeeclub!

I MISS PEEPEEE SO BAD! AHHHH.

Thats peepee plus alex(tallest guy) haha. but oh well we all love alex too. (L)

peepee's going for a picnic soon! cant wait! seriously, i CANNOT wait!

shop

yoyoyo
today for the first time in my life, i went shopping with my dad. I know i know. Its sounds kindda normal, but NOT for me. haha. I needed my dad to be there to pay the cash! hahahahahahhahahahaha. but hey, all this while, ive been paying for my own clothes okay. every pair of jeans and tee shirt you see me wear has been paid by me. till today!

i got three old school tees from TOPMAN!
three tops a pair of pants and berms from G2000 blu.
yeah man. whoooooo. more clothes for school yo.

i think i wanna be BATMAN. He's so cool. like me. we have so much in common. Im afriad of cockroaches though. =/ so i can be cockroach man. but if i see even one cockroach in my path, ill blow it up using anything i can find on my utility belt. muahhahahahahaha.

A7X + COB = awesomeshit

I came home early today! Can you believe it, its like one of the first times ive come home at Four pm. and i slept like a bloody pig till 10pm. crazy man. I got up cos i was hungry. haha. so i ate again.
And marvin my twin brother lent me the new Avenged Sevenfold and Children Of Bodom Cds. AWESOME SHIT MAN.
and to top aff a happy day, my dads friend donated me an Altec Lansing sound system for my com. so yeah, i played the Cds and there was a Metal concert in my room at 11pm. HAAA.

tomorrow meeting deeen again, its yet another gig. yeah.

gnight!

AUTOBAHN

HAHAHAAAA. Today i molested grace MANY TIMES. HAHAHAHA, i feel damn mean. im a nice guy. but grace is different. She disturbs me so i squeeze her fats!! HAHAHAH

okay anyway. theres heaven in the fridge.! whooo

Its FIVE friggin bottles of Bundaberg. My day couldnt get better. But then. ive got a sore throat, and im gonna have to resist the temptations. aahhhhhh. GO AWAY BLOODY SORE THROAT.

its damn itchy, i wanna open my mouth and scratch it like how the guy from the strepsils(or woods) advertisement did it.

OHHH. Take a look at this.

Audi R8(black), Lamborghini Gallardo(lime green), Honda NSX(white), Lambhorghini Gallardo(orange)!

Before i went to the gig, i met up with Deen Deen then we went to Autobahn to see the cars.

They had, TWO Audi R8's, TWO LAMBHORGHINI GALLARDO's, a Ferrari 360 spider, several 911's, a Lotus elise, a Mercedez Sl55 AMG, a Maseati Quadraportte and some other cars i forgot what they were. YEAH, FEAST FOR THE EYES!

Then while me and deen deen were ogling at the cars, one of the workers there started the Ferrari 360 Spider. It was screaming like a bull waiting to be released from its cage. The sound was unbelievable. The guy was moving it from somewhere inside to the road outside.

THEN, out of nowhere, again, came the sound of approaching thunder. I turned around and on the road opposite i saw this red thing zooom past followed by a 'KAAAAAAABOOOOOOOOOOOOOM!' ahaaaa, Ferrari F430. Shit man. Even the guys at Autobahn turned their heads to see.

Ferrari 360 Spider

This one was screaming away like a bloody bloodthirsty hellhound.

haaaaa. okay adios

HAHAAAAA!
Im posting after like a gazillion threee thousand days. ahhh. neh mind.
I JUST GOT BACK FROM TPSU SUBCOMM CAMP! WHOOOO.
the camp was daaamn fun. and just like FO we were divided into different empires. only this time, there were only like 36 ppl in the whle empire. so yeah, made friends like DAMN FAST, unlike FO. hahha! that one waaaah! too many people to handle. Anyway my empire's name isss ECTOR! whoo. the camp theme was something about king arthur. HAHA. damn cool damn cool. okay yeah. met alotta nice people, learnt new things, perfected the hand sign song, did the mass damnce TWICE!and yeah.

anyway right. Last sunday i went to this gig with deen and olive. AND bands like caracal, a vant affair, finding michelle, how to kill a mufffin man and Electrico played. IT WAS DAMN COOL! hahah! got alot of pretty goirls running about there. haha, happy for me, not many cute guys for deena dn olive to see. HAAAAA. aaaand damn fun. all the emo kids moshed to A Vacant Affair. haha, deen nearly lost the stone on her slipper cos it fell out, thanks to the moshing emo kids. haha, so retarded la, we were like screening the floor infront of us and far away but the stone was actually next to my feet. -_-!
okay. Anyway, the girl from finding michelle was quite cute. QUITE. haha AND THE KEYBOARDIST FOR ELECTRICO AMANDA LING was red hot. she cut her hair! so short! still so pretty! ahhhh. perfect face to use as a model for a mannequin.

AMANDAAAAAAAAAAAA!

ANYWAY! MORE PHOTS FROM THE GIGG!

The bottom two pics were Koped from deen deen . HAHA. she let me have them. =D

THANK YOU DEEEN.

okay goodnight, im gonna have my piggy rest now, damn sleepy. MY BED IS CALLING ME! bye.

Hardcore

Body pain, Leg pain, Head pain, Heart pain.

Hardcore

AVA

THIS IS DAMN FUNNY! I LAUGHED SO HARD MY ASS FLEW TO THE MOON AND CAME BACK.

The gig yesterday was okayyy laaaa. The only great bands that were A Vacant Affair, Caracal annnnd Electrico. OH

(!)

Today i woke up late cos i slept like a pigggg. then after that i played gutar for like 4 hours. damn shiok.

Then in the evening went to cousins house for prayers. Couldnt go eat dinner with accion people. =((
Today was quite uneventful i have to say.

Its now 2.34am and im watching discovery channel. The show is called, 'Everest, beyond the limit'. Its so inspirational and interesting. Now i wanna climb at least one himalayan mountain once before i die. haha, Maybe after i retire at like 60+ years. Cos it costs quite a bit. ahah. But hey, we've only got one life. we need to live it!

Actually today was quite uneventful. so yeah.

Tomorrow however, im gonna go for the festival for the future gig at the glass pavilion with deen and olive. Before that were gonna go to Autobahn to see the cas there, I heard they have a black and also a Silver Audi R8, an orange Lamborghini Gallardo, several Porshe 911's, a Ferrari F430, a Frrari F430 Spyder, a Maserati Quadraportte. and many more. I CANT WAIT!

short sweet bitter

i damn lazy to blog.

HAHA. today after school had Adventure club. Curly, chester, geraldine, rayan, alex and me went. we played some amazing race, But it wasnt so amazing la. blablabla.

Lin dint come. damn sad.

tomorrow got lab test. im gonna do fine.

Honkeytonk

Im damn sleepy, i wanna sleep. =( today i quite moody, dunno why.

I miss mozzie wozzie. All the peepeeclub girls are like family to us peepeeclub guys, we love them so much. Moz dont spend much time with us anyymoreee. =( so sad, i miss her many. She's so retarded and funny. haha. Today i saw her, so i called her cos i heard that she's going away somewhere. So at least i talked to her today. yeah.

This is moz.

anyway, today after school i went to the TM starbs with my classmates izuan and xue yin and another girl called rosline from the next class. OH, WE WENT TO EAT LUNCH AT LONG JOHNS FIRST. yaaa. then we went to starbs and sat there cos we were too full with all the food. I took two of the chinese mags from the rack there and decided to browse through for hot girls. haha. And rosline took this pic of denise keller or smth.

She is hotstuff. haha. Oh, then we bought a venti caramel frap and shared. I love caramel.

Okay then i went back school just cause rayan wanted to go back home together. And i met farhan, joey and grace in the library. Joey gives the best massage i tell you. Wah, better than any osim massage chair. If there was a diploma in massage, joey will top her course.

Okay, then i dressed up graces hair. HAHA. i am the pro. WAH, quite nice ah.

Then grace and i took retarded photos on farhans lappie and then farhan made it into a yiny movie which you HAVE TO VIEW!

OH, ALEX IS P1 AND I AM P2. WE ARE THE PAPAYAS IN PYJAMAS. AND WE RULE. OUR PAPAYA PYJAMA PANTS WERE PATENTED ON APRIL 1977.

F430

Today i woke up late! haha, supposed to reach school at 10am, i only woke up at 10.30.aha. but actually school starts at 12. so yeah, i wasnt late for school. School was boring, YET AGAIN. and boring school days make me do retarded stuff with classmates.






















Yeah, i was so bored, i took out my colourful page tagging thingys and drew mustaches and beards and stuck them on the little girls face. HAHA.
I was supposed to be Hitler with my tiny mustache. And xue yin was supposed to be the guy from V is for Vendetta. But clearly we failed at acting like our characters. oh welll. I gave the correct serious face Hitler though! hahaha.

Today when i was going home, i saw a Ferrari F430. I was high up on the upper deck of the bus 168 somewhere on the expressway, when suddenly, i heard the delicte sound of approaching thunder. I turned around, and there it was, this shiny red thing with big yellow lights blasted past the bus. and myyy oh my, what a soundtrack it carried, enough to make my heart ache. Today in the bus, i felt heartbroken, like the numerous times ive felt after seeing beautiful cars. The reason for this is cos, I know ill never be a rich man and be able to afford cars like these Im so in love with them. The only way to put it into context is like...
Lets say, theres this girl you reeeaaaaaallllyy like, but you know that youll never be good enough for her and that she's waaaay ouutta your leage. IT LIKE THAT! SO SAD RIGHT! OMG. ):

The Ferrari F430 looks like this. CMON, its so sexy, id prefer this to Jessica Alba anyday.

haha, thanks ah

OKAY, today was a boring day at school. And boring things cant be described other than using the word boring a gazillion times over. After school me and my classmate izuan went to go finish up our writoral project. AND I MUST SAY IM PROUD OF IT! ITS A WORK OF GENIUS. after that, i went to meet sabrina,grace, farhan, dorothy, eugene, desmond, daryl, Marvin and some other accion people at the lounge. Some of us were applying to be TPSU subcomm menbers and they were having and interview there. i went for the interview. The interview was suicide. The person asked me 'What kind of jungle animal would you like to be and how would you relate that into life as a suncomm member?' WTF LA COME ON. HAHA. i gave him practical answers, haha. after that, i went to slack at the library playing drum mania with some accion people. yeah! haha, then i went home. so end of school day.





THEN, I HAD PROBLEMS WITH MY BLOG. I HAD PROBLEMS SAVING MY NEW BLOGSKIN AND I HAD PROBLEMS PUTTING A TAGBOARD ON MY BLOG.





And Guess who came to my rescue? ADRINA!! The friend i made yesterday, haha. i saw her at design canteen today during lunch. SHE HELPED ME DO THIS. SO WHATEVER YOU SEE IN MY BLOG OTHER THAN THE POSTS, THANKS TO HER. IM DAMN NOOB OKAY. HAHAHAH! okay.


to give credit to her, today im gonna feature her!

THATS ADRINA! YAY, haha. She rocks.